I may not be beside you every day
I may run out of tender words to say
Can’t promise you the world
When all I have is love
Only love

I may not be the one your thinking of
I may not fit your perfect dreams of love
One thing I know for sure
And you can rest assure
My love is always yours

Oh baby
Won’t you look into my eyes and see
Beyond the things I’m not, there’s love inside of me
Just love me for all things I am, love me
The lighter side, the darkest side
Try to love me for everything I am

You, you been inside
You’ve seen the darkest side of me
I’ve shown you everything I am, everything

For Everything I Am-Christian Bautista

so today is 30th of march

I have not been writing for quite a long time haha lazy lazy and lazy.....................

Oh today is 30th of March, means my second year anniversary with Rizky Pane. Even so, I'm not able to meet him. I need to go to my father's hometown. So it seems like there is nothing important today :'(

Lucky me for having boyfriend like him. Sounds exaggerated, but its true. I leave him to Malaysia and then when I get back to Jakarta, I'm not really able to meet him. But, see, he is still waiting for me and has been so tough and patient.

Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I've seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

Chorus

Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile

When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

He said this song is very suitable for him hehe..............................

the story of 2 poor monkeys

shatila hale says:
pus
Lisa says:
nis
shatila hale says:
gue bener2 pulang smnggu lg bok
shatila hale says:
nonton disney on ice yuk
shatila hale says:
sm baney
Lisa says:
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasssssssssssyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiik!!!!
Lisa says:
duuuuuh gw kgk demen begituan til
Lisa says:
wakakakkakakak
shatila hale says:
hmmm
shatila hale says:
oke lah
shatila hale says:
ayok kita pergiiii
shatila hale says:
taman safari nih ayokayok
shatila hale says:
gua napsu
Lisa says:
LO NGAPAIN KE HABITATA GUA?????
Lisa says:
mau hunting foto ya til??
shatila hale says:
kagak
shatila hale says:
pengen kenal sm habitat lu
shatila hale says:
ahuahahaha
Lisa says:
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaanjir!!
Lisa says:
wakakkakakakakkakakaka
Lisa says:
sialan!
Lisa says:
beneran mau kesono?
Lisa says:
ayo ayo aja gua mah
shatila hale says:
iya beneran
shatila hale says:
gue ga niat2 bgt sih hunting foto
shatila hale says:
ga terlalu tertarik
shatila hale says:
tp pengen ksana aja
shatila hale says:
seru!
Lisa says:
anyooooooooook!
Lisa says:
makasalahnya gw juga lagi boke kalo ke mall
Lisa says:
wakakakkakakakaka
shatila hale says:
ajak adit gt2 yaa?
Lisa says:
iyeeeee
Lisa says:
emg tgl brp maunya?
shatila hale says:
kan gue pulang tanggal 27 sore
shatila hale says:
trs
shatila hale says:
tanggal 5?
Lisa says:
hmmmm okeoke insya allah ya til kalo bdn gua kgk bonyok
Lisa says:
huehehehhehe
shatila hale says:
emg badan lu bonyok knp?
Lisa says:
kgk kan tgl 4nya gua kenaikan tingkat,naaaah disitu ada tes fight nya juga
Lisa says:
tp tenaaang gw akan berusaha menjaga body gua
shatila hale says:
yaa klo ga tanggal 5
shatila hale says:
tanggal 11?
shatila hale says:
lo sabtu skolah ga sih?
Lisa says:
sabtu gua cuma ekskul kalo tgl 11 kyknya gw lg libur ekskul
shatila hale says:
knp tnggal 11 libur ekskul?
Lisa says:
kan gw abis kenaiakn tingkat,biasanya libur dulu baru minggu dpn aktif lagi
Lisa says:
geeeetttto
shatila hale says:
hoooo
shatila hale says:
mau nih tanggal 11?
shatila hale says:
kt adit ajak dia sm helmi gt2 jg
Lisa says:
yasudah,tgl 11
Lisa says:
iyaaaa mereka diajak aje
Lisa says:
ngumpul dimane?
shatila hale says:
enak nya dmn
shatila hale says:
itu tanggal 11 hari sabtu tp
shatila hale says:
taman safari sm puncak deket ga sih?
Lisa says:
lumayan sih tp lbh deket tol kalo ga salah
shatila hale says:
hoooo
shatila hale says:
klo kyk gt kira2 butuh brp mobil yaa?
Lisa says:
kalo mau pagi jam 9 gt brangkat biar kgk macet
Lisa says:
2 paling
shatila hale says:
oiaya
shatila hale says:
itu weekend gt
shatila hale says:
iya
shatila hale says:
jam 8 kita siappp!
Lisa says:
siiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap bang!!!
shatila hale says:
okokkkkkk
shatila hale says:
kabarkan kawan2 kitaaaa!
Lisa says:
okaaaaaaaaaaay
Lisa says:
ketemu dimane tp?
shatila hale says:
ksh ide dong
Lisa says:
di alarm aja apa biar lbh gampang?
shatila hale says:
ayokayok aja
shatila hale says:
tanyain dulu deh anak2 hari sabtu pd libur ato ga
Lisa says:
okaaaaaaaaay okaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
shatila hale says:
okidoki
shatila hale says:
makasiiiii lis ahahaha
shatila hale says:
eh eh tau ga
Lisa says:
zama zama shat
Lisa says:
apa apa?
shatila hale says:
gue kan 10 hari lg 2 tauuuunnnnn
Lisa says:
CIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Lisa says:
CIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Lisa says:
IYA I KNOW!!
shatila hale says:
BREEEEMMM BREEEEMMMMM
shatila hale says:
tp tp tp
Lisa says:
KNP KNP???
shatila hale says:
pane nya lg cuek nih sm gue -.-
shatila hale says:
gantian...........
Lisa says:
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Lisa says:
dlm cinta memeang selalu ada asam mains nya til
shatila hale says:
WANJENG
Lisa says:
walaupun dia cuek sama lo tp dia tuh msh sayang sama lo
shatila hale says:
KETULARAN LEMON TEA KAH KAU?
Lisa says:
wakakakkakakakaka
Lisa says:
WAKAKAKKAKAKAKA
Lisa says:
KOK TAU??
Lisa says:
BANGKE!
shatila hale says:
jelas itu
shatila hale says:
ahahaha lo gt loh

Please notice the red-coloured lines :)

cold-hearted teacher

The late schooldays have been so tiring. This afternoon, I found myself sleeping from after school time until the prep bell rang. That's such a long time. Moreover, I'm still sleepy now. Get no encouragement to do all my prep.

Something unexpected happened in Combine Science class. I think I'm supposed not to tell it. Well, I should admit that my Comb. Sc teacher seems to have cold-hearted. By the way, I'm very anxious with my assessment. Wish me luck, guys

Oh! 21.38! Lets take a bath now and continue history prep!

Counting days! 8 more days to go home.

yesterday, 17 of March 2009

Yesterday, 17 March 2009, was full of excitement.
Firstly, that day was Abel's birthday. My petite friend. I think she was quite mad at me in the morning. I was the only one who said nothing to her. She did not realize that there was a small post-it hung on her desk. It was my first birthday card -,-. Then when I came back from breakfast, she was sitting in front of her desk. She asked me "Didn't you write anything here?"............. Genius, right?

The surprise was also successful, though it had to be held in the pantry. We had no idea how to bring her to tuckshop.

Secondly, I represented my boarding house for hurdles and I cleared all the hurdles without any falling down! I wonder, what the hell could make me run and jump like that. Actually, instead of me, Xiao Ling was supposed to be the representative. However, she needed to attend her music trip that day, so I sub her.

By the way, when I was running, instead of calling my name or my boarding house name, my friends supported me by yelling " Pane Pane Pane!". Ahahahaha.

I'm sleepy now but I can't sleep. Krik krik krik. AAAAA I WANT TO GO HOME.












kata si Desrosiers happy birthday



















kata Jang Geun Suk jg

numb

Finally, the internet is connected now. It has been three days! I'm out of the world (exaggerated). I think God actually was giving me a way to finish my ICT project during those days. Ahahaha. This morning break, I was supposed to meet Mr. Adrian in ICT room, but, ah, too lazy to get there. Hopefully, he won't give me detention. I plan to get no detention until I graduate from this jail. Can? Can? Can....................... (Abel's Math teacher).

I'm numb now. Considering Ms. Pillay's words, I think I'm going to be thrown out of O level class. Though I hate her, I do need teacher like her. Well, remember Shatila, damn good English is frightfully a basic thing for a lawyer. Azza azza fighting!

Ow yeah I have a headset now. Thanks Ka Shanka for lending it. Mine was broken. Don't know why. Bapuk.

Tomorrow is 17th of March................... so? Ahuahaha

first post.............

Finally..................... my first post!
I'm inspired to make this blog by my English teacher. She said that I need to improve my English and I hate the way she told it. Well I admit that I really need to do so. Haha. Let me work on it and make her praise me!

Anyway, am I allowed to make any mistake in tenses and stuff? YES I'M ALLOWED!

This weekend is exeat! Means that I could wake up late and get out of my school for, at least, a day. Yea yea! I promise myself not to shop too much. Damn Global Crisis.

Shit, I failed to get a high mark for my last history test. My parents will interrogate me when I get back home. I hope my history teacher will combine the test mark and the exercise mark, so my assessment won't be that bad. MOREOVER! the new aseptic girl got higher mark than me! Ya Tuhan.

Ok, talk less do more!

I have list to do:
First, finish the shitty database project!
Second, get rid of all my pimple (argh)! erha? as diligent as possible (wth)